Everyone Around Me is Pregnant

It's been so hard here lately with everyone around me being pregnant. I see all these girls around that are having their babies and it seems like each day someone else I know is getting pregnant or having their baby. I miss you so much baby girl. Everyday I wish that was me. I wish I was able to show you off and talk about you non-stop. Mother's day is this weekend and I dont know what to do. All the other mommy's at church get honored and I'm afraid I wont because you arent here with me. I was so looking forward to handmade gifts from you and now I'm afraid I'll never have that. My sweet Isabelle, please think of mommy this week as she is finding it hard to make it through.